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妈妈与小孩

2005-07-21T02:42:00.000-07:00

今年，我二十岁了。
但是，每次当别人问我几岁。
我想也不想的，就回答。
19。

原因很简单，因为我不想长大。
我希望自己永远都是小孩。
我想，在妈妈的心目中。
我确实是小孩。
而且，还很会撒娇。

正当我在为当小孩开心的时候，
我的朋友却快要当妈妈了......

一直以为当妈妈会是很久以后的事，
没想到它却是那么的靠近。

疯了......

2005-07-16T13:00:00.000-07:00

多久没有的象现在这样的写意，
几个星期累积下来的压力，
终于都雨过天晴了。

觉得自己像是气球，
压力不断的往自己的体内吹进来。
没有的选择，
因为吹气的人并没有意识到气球快破了。

庆幸的，气球的弹性很强。
如果气球破了，
想必会吓坏了很多人。

停止了吹气。
被置放在一旁的气球，
在一个星期的假期后，
泻了气。
提不起劲来了。

气球现在应该被从新吹气了。

忆

2005-07-16T12:25:00.000-07:00

离开中学的生涯月有2 年了，
身为小型独中的永远都逃不开胃学校筹款的命运，
当然，那种不要脸的向陌生人们兜售固本的生活
离我好远了，

今天，为了学院园游会。
再次，我又带着我那不要脸的精神到社区去兜售固本。
感觉自己像是回到了从前，
不同的是身上已经不用穿校服了。

如果你问我，你喜欢到处买固本筹款吗？
无疑的，我的答案是
不喜欢。
但是，我不会讨厌。
为什么？我想我也达不上话来。

也许是不喜欢，
向别人乞求的捐献的感觉。
或许是不喜欢，
明明心有不甘仍委曲求全，喜皮笑脸。

但是，每每就是在重重困难中，
成功的达到目的才会特别的兴奋。

My secondary school

2005-06-29T15:01:00.000-07:00

This is my secondary school view.

What I learnt from the online media management lesson

2005-06-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

Online Media Management which a required subject to take for me as a year two media studies students.

What I learn from the lesson? I think this is a good question for me to ask myself what I really get from the lessons. It makes me to think deep about it and self-introspection to my attitude.

Actually I know that the purpose to set up this course is to introduce students the world of New Media as the Internet a virtual space that provided to public to share their information all over the world. The convenient of the internet due to the information globalization and there is no any state border through the internet.

Internet a new element--combines the best elements of print, online, audio and video. The emergence of the internet is shaking up traditional media especially the printed media which is still struggling to cope with the impact of new technologies.

So, the online activities are heavy emphasis in this course. Thus, I have learn about new way to express my own opinion through this lesson. Take an illustrate, I own my blogs after the second lesson of this class. At the beginning I feel confused that to the differences of the own blog and the own website. But I found the answer when I participated as a blogger. The blog is used to share the things to other and provided the audience to leave their opinion to it but most of the own homepages are just only “ROM” (Read Only Memory maybe ROI more suitable, stand for Read Only Information).

The similar of both of them are also sharing own for others. In my view, the bloggers may do not know how to create a homepage but people owns homepage do because there are many website provided users to create their blog now. Example like, Frindster, Flickr and many more websites company to superinduce owns public sphere as their condition to compete.

By the way, I also found that there are many things difference from last time through the internet. The rapidly of the development technology make me fright because when I using the measure web traffic before there are no such of website purposely to provided the measurer traffic. I learn to add the site meter at my blog and the measurer report will send to me weekly. Even you can know who are looking to your blog if you sign up a sitemeter charging fees. What a convenient for me …..Thank you to the technology …Otherwise the lecturer wants me to count weekly…….

The society development trends more recognition to individual nowadays. In order to regard to individual the new media also provided some of the websites to users to design their desire online newspaper. In another word, the development of the technology also encourage the individualism and the internet users are allow to personalization their own newspaper and there are allowed to put only the news which they like and disregard to the news they won’t like in their personalization newspaper. I agree to the argument shown that the encouragement of individualism may due to the split of society.

Technology legal issues also have been the lecturer discussed and teaching in the lecture class. There are variety sounds to the debating issues. The development of technology communication is faster then the emergence of the law due to the jurisdiction full of argument and the deep linking too. But, as a human if we respect to other people rights there is no anything is illegal.

There are some of the things that I learn from the lessons. On the contrary, I also learn a bad attitude in is lessons. Why do I say that? It is just a simple reason, because this a lessons named online media management. Thus, all the lecture note and the homework will post by our lecturer—Mr Oon Yeoh via our Yahoo groups. This convenient of online media also form a situation that if I absent the class I also can gain the information for the Yahoo groups. I think this is the reason why most of the student will absent in the lecture…..

Lastly, I would like to argue that. This is an online media management. We should use the technology thoroughly. I totally not agree that this lesson should be take the attendance of the students and be given mark depend on the attendants. Sir, you should feel gratified when we plenitude to use the online media.

Hahaha………

deep linking ..is it legal or illegal

2005-05-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

Perhaps, most of us feel strange to the deep linking. Actually, deep linking refers to the practice of linking to a specific web page rather than to the homepage of a particular website.

Form the article; we easily know that deep linking enhances usability because it helps to satisfy users’ needs. Generic links, such as those to a company’s homepage, are less useful than deep links that take users directly to the specific web page they are looking for.

Whereas, there is an argument of deep linking, is it legal or illegal? The author has illustrates three example of the cases of deep linking. Actually, the internet as a new media is totally difference with the traditional media. There are not statute laws on it. The arbitrate of the courts are depends on the humanity and the respects of human beings. Form the three cases study in the article I found that the legal or illegal in the deep linking is depend on how we execute our deep-linking activities that we make it legal or not.

However, for those who against to the deep-linking activities. The author also has provide us a way to stop the deep linking in our blogs or website which to build an electronic “gate” in front of every one of our pages that checks to make sure each visitor is a registered user. But, most of websites don’t like to deep link to a site that requires registration as there are bound to be quite a few readers who will end up being frustrated when they click on a link only to find a “You must register first” message. So this technique is a pretty pragmatic way to discourage deep linking.

The reason why deep linking is important is that it’s a key feature of both online articles and weblogs. Deep linking allows the author of an article or blog entry to embed a link inside a word or a phrase. Deep linking provides a lot of convenience for online readers.
By the way, from the article i can also found that, most of New Media companies don’t mind; in fact, they deeply welcome deep links. Christopher Schroeder, the CEO and publisher of Washingtonpost.Newsweek Interactive (the online unit of The Washington Post Company), loves deep linking.

For an example, “I think it’s fabulous. Maybe I’m being a little naïve, but I think the more people who become aware of The Washington Post’s quality journalism, the better,” he says. “The more people who come to our site and taste us — and by tasting us find that they want to come back — is a good thing. If our journalism were misrepresented anywhere, I’d go against it right away. But having links so people will come to our site and learn more, I think is a great thing.”
(Copying form the article).

At last, I truly agree to author that. A major clampdown on deep linking would have a critical dampening effect on the web’s growth and development and we only can do is face it. “The web was created for linking, so let’s keep it that way.”

发泄

2005-05-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

我很想哭，我发觉在这个时候我除了能够哭以外。我已经不能通过任何途经发泄了。

原来，当一个人受的教育越高，背上的道德观念，社会价值更多，受到的束缚就更多了。我宁愿选择和对方吵架或是设么事情都但开来讲。但是，但你发掘只是自己一厢情愿的时候。而，又不能作出违背道德价值观的事，又没有倾诉的对象，你只能选择一个人默默的承受。哭，顿时成了唯一的发泄方式。

或许，你会认为我这样的说法会很荒唐。但是，我现在真的除了哭，什么也不能做了。

或许，你一定会认为我陷入这样的困境一定是我自己的个人修养，抑或是我的人格有着很大的问题。我想，也许是吧! 至少，我身边的朋友都是这样想我。也可能只是我个人认为他们这样想我。

从前，我是一个不责不扣的小霸王，脾气臭的很。或许被父母宠坏了。每次发脾气的时候，总是想一只发怒的刺猬，身上的刺都站完起来。此时，假如有人向我走进他就完了。在乱剑发射之下，他肯定会被我迁怒的。当然，我知道这样真的很不对。所以我现在不会再无端端对朋友或是其他人发脾气了。但是，在先入为主的情况下，我像是一个比判了死刑的罪犯，永无超身之日。但是，为什么和我一样念传播研究的朋友也会犯下刻板印象的基本错误呢？

我想，我真的很象刺猬吧！是一种自我保护的方式。也许，我真得很害怕让其他人看见自己软弱的一面，害怕自己的软弱会被人瞧不起、轻视。坦白地说，即使我哭，也从来不敢放声大哭。原因只是怕别人听见。所以，我很佩服那些爱哭包，至少它有很大的勇气在别人面前承认自己的弱点，而我是做不到的。即使在家人的面前，我也鲜少表现自己的不足。

记得，自己十三岁那年就被父母送去离家很远的学校读书，并且寄宿在哪里。在一个陌生的环境，不懂得和别人相处与分享的我害怕极了。几乎每一天都打电话家，但是每每被问及是否想家时，就会做贼心虚且很快的回答：“没有”。然后，就把电话给挂了。一句“没有”+ 不服输的心态，让我在那里呆了六个年头。庆幸的是，我并没有后悔这样的选择。

离开中学后，选择了学院生活开始了另一个旅程。自以为我在那里六个年头，就很会待人接物。原来，这样的想法是大错的错的。为什么？原来，外面的世得虚伪一点。不能像以前那样优化直说且太白。因为大多数的人选择了假装不知道、不管他。让时间来冲淡一些得不愉快。而为此愤愤不平的你，只能选择自行解决。因为没有人愿意和你理论，甚至吵架。问题不能解决，且会累积，到最后为了让自己好过些。可能会选择忘掉。

我想，我已经发泄完毕了。至于，回去找他理论，还是忘记呢？
我暂时也没有答案。

holiday

2005-04-29T21:08:00.000-07:00

start from today is my holiday, i decided to go home actually but i fail to. the main reason is there is out of bus tickets.
i very disappointed , altough i kbow that is my fault because i didn't buy the ticket before.
but, don't know why that i very down just like everythings i wish to, run out from me.

The three local blogs that i like ....

2005-04-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

Without to our lecturer's disappointment, i am here now to finnish my assignment with my real feeling.

I have searched more than three local blogs actually, but I had choose only three that i am more interested in. Without waste of time, let me strat to introduce the local blog which i interested in now.

First, a blog that introducing the beautiful scenery in the Redandg Island which is located at the Negeri Terengganu.

Let take a look!!! to the beach ....

The blogger of this blog is a beautiful mestizo girl who name is Karen Marie. Her mother is a chinese and her father is an Indian.She share a lot of pictures that she take at the Redang Island with her family members.From the pictures she sharing with us we can easily found that she has a lovely family and they are happy together.I feel glad that the blogger sharing her owns to other.

Besides, i also interested the link of her blog. I am new in mananging a blog so every things is new for me espcially i have already capture by her blog with is colourful and full of links. So, i hope i can learn how to blog form her blog...

hehe...
this is the link to her blog...
her name is Karen Marie

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Is there a true friend in the world ? Do the relationship between the people fixness forever???

we also owned the brightly smile once in time

After sharing the article, i also found that some of the blogger who have a same feeling with me.
what is the feeling actually?

Sometimes, i would ask my friend that do there really have true friend in the world? Are the relationship with a friend is wholeheart ?

Actually, untill now i stil can't find the answer, the border of helping each other and utilize each other is a blur. how can we definate it ?

the blogger is sharing an acticle that happened truely on his cilent. how do u decide when you in a stituation that dissension with the money with your friend. would you betray your friend? It is cruel in the verity but human almost selfish especaily concern of money.

Altough i am oppugning to the motive of the people who make a lot of friends but i also belive that there must be a lot of people that threat their friend with wholeheart.

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Condoms........

There is veriaty of condoms in our society nowadays.....
So nice and colourful, right?

Actually the condoms is beautiful or not is not the topic which i like to share here

Now, i am sharing the thrid blog that i like of malaysian blog
what are the blog relate to condoms ???

the blog is not introducing about the condoms, but the owner who would like to bring out that the moraless in our society? why do i used a terribble word -- moraless ?

can u imagine that a girl just only ten years old can argue with her mother which condoms is better in the phamarcy? what a shamn ! ten years old girl....

i agree to some people agurment that know about the condoms better then don't know but in my view is too young too know about the condoms maybe not a good things to the children.
u may say me old-thinking minded. Although the children should know about it , but please provided a good sex-education for their children.

the action did by the parents is the most easy influention to their chlidren. if one day your children in ten years old argue that which condoms is better used please don't be panic or angry. because this is also the action you usually done in front of them.

tensions between Indonesiaand Malaysia over a disputed oil filed in the Sulawesi Sea.

2005-04-21T00:18:00.000-07:00

What is the kindling point that due to the relationship between Malaysia and Indonesia reach an impasse ?

Indonesia, Malaysia talk over border The dispution of the border of the realm in the kindling point due to the relationship between Malaysia and Indonesia reach an impasse because of the discovery of the oil fields in Sulawesi Sea. Although both of the government leader(Indonesia, Malaysia leaders move to ease tensions)) move to ease tensions to solve the dispution in a pacefully and the grant to exploitation the oil fields had already judge for Malaysia.

But , you can find that there are restlessness dispute of the ASEAN . Why ? the reason is envy.
the result you can see that is Malaysia own the grant to exploitation, it is also mean that the source own by Malaysia and the interest also earn by the country own the grant to expoitation. Espacially,Exxon the pertol conpany of Indonesia. Exxon, Indonesia to restart talks on oil field

There data showing that the natural source dry up once a day.Thus, the scientist ceaseless to invent new source. That is what emergence nuclear enegy. But the immolate of the nuclear to big so man perfer to the oil.

Besides, there are also report showing that Malaysian PM warns Indonesian media over warship clash reports

2005-04-19T11:11:00.000-07:00

from the esa news:

他跪在地上撿，撿散在肥狼和同學腳邊的錢，
一滴滴眼淚落在地上，趕緊用膝蓋偷偷擦乾。小時候，他最怕吃便當，因為大家一打開便當，
那個老師就出現了。「好香！好香！老師都肚子餓了。」油亮亮的胖臉笑著，搖動著背在後面的雙手，
和那手上的藤條，讓他想起童話故事裡，藏著尾巴的狼。「打開來！讓我瞧瞧！」大肥狼一排排的巡視，碰到掩著便當的，
就歪著身子往裡窺。
有一次，站在他桌前，窺不著，他又硬是壓著便當蓋，
不讓肥狼看，肥狼居然用藤條的一端頂住他的手，
藤條好刺，他就是不讓。砰！便當翻了，撒了一桌子、一地，肥狼沒說話，轉身到別的桌子：「哇！雞腿。」
「這是什麼呢？老師都沒吃過耶！很貴吧！「你家一定很發，你爸爸做什麼呢？」第二天，就見那幾個同學的媽媽到學校來，
又隔一陣，更見那些人成績直線上升，直到發生另一件事，
他才知道原因。「給你！」坐在他右邊，那個醫生的小孩，突然塞給他一個紙條，
小聲說：「標準答案。」紙上寫著圈圈叉叉，還有一大串數字，
正好跟眼前考卷上的空格相配，他照抄了。
第二天，挨了肥狼一頓臭揍。「憑你，也能考一百分嗎？你說，你是不是作弊呢？」
他就是不說，回家卻又挨了一頓揍。「全工地的人都知道了，你怎麼這麼不爭氣呢？」母親一邊狠狠拿掃把打他，一邊哭著罵，
母親去了學校。
第二天，他放學之後，也跟著那批同學，去肥狼家報到，
那是個很大的地下室，擺了十幾張有塑膠面的軟椅子，
還有一長條、一長條共用的桌子。
肥狼沒給他坐軟椅子，拿了張板凳給他：「坐！要不是你媽求我，也不收你。」回家，他就告訴了母親，哭著問：
「妳為什麼要我補習呢？我繳一樣的錢，
他卻只給我坐硬板凳。」母親先低著頭不做聲，突然揚起臉瞪著他，渾身發抖地說：
「我每天做一樣的工，比男人做的多，
他們還不是只給我一半的錢。」掏出口袋裡幾張皺皺的鈔票，伸到他眼前：「這公平嗎？」母親拿出的每一張鈔票，都是這樣皺皺髒髒的，
拿在手裡，像是拿到砂紙，有水泥、有黃土，
還有白白的石灰。「什麼東西，髒死了。」有一回肥狼當著同學的面，把他繳上去的錢扔在地上，
他跪在地上撿，撿散在肥狼和同學腳邊的錢，
一滴滴眼淚落在地上，趕緊偷偷用膝蓋擦乾，他把錢拿去小店換。
「什麼換大票子，不買東西，去你的。」老闆把他趕了出來：「你作夢啊！髒錢換新錢嗎？」只好回家，把錢攤在桌子上，用手慢慢地、一張張搓，
搓掉那些砂土，再疊在一起，用書壓平。
只是，無論怎麼壓，那十幾張鈔票，放在信封裡，
還好像夾了一塊厚厚軟軟的海綿。
有個同學舉著他的信封笑起來：「看哪！他繳的錢最多，厚厚一大包呢！」
於是大家扔過來、扔過去，笑成一團。「媽！妳能不能拿回一些乾淨的錢呢？」
有一天夜裡，他終於忍不住地開口。「媽的錢都是乾淨錢，沒有一文髒錢。」母親翻過身去，很沉、很小聲地說：
「從你爹死，媽清清白白、乾乾淨淨。」轉眼，十多年過去。
今天，他把一包錢，交到母親手上，
母親像是嚇一跳，把信封打開，抽出裡面嶄新的票子。「一千塊一張」抬起臉看看他，又低下頭數。數一數，就搖頭，數完了，把錢顫悠悠地舉起來：
「這麼多，我不能拿。」「您收下吧！比起小時候，您給我的錢，
這些錢上沒有水泥、沒有黃土、沒有石灰，
這些錢都太輕了，永遠趕不上您賺的錢。」
他笑笑：「但是，跟您的錢一樣，
它們都是乾乾淨淨、清清白白的錢。」

Bejing protesters stone Japanese Embassy

2005-04-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

The Bejing protesters stone the Japanese Embassy, this is a shock issue arisen recently. Actually, what is happening due to the emotion of the public of Bejing and the southern China running high until stone the Japanese Embassy?

Does the approval by the government of Japan whitewashing their country's militaristic past, conceal the impetus public of China to demonstrate?

Backgroud
As knowingly, Japan plays as a cruel role in the second world war. The domain of the China is the bigest in the world. Most of the mightiness countries in the second world war set the target to predominant the land to satisfy their vanity, including the Japan.

On account of the public of China are not submit, has force the Japan into the anger posotion.
Hence, the Japan had outspread a lot of barbarity carnage, illustrate as the Nanjing bloodbath which treat the human as tool to wreak. At the time the Japanese militry treat the human cruel, have put the public in a extreme misery. the bad rememberance of the public not to easy to blot out in a short time.

Although the Nanjing bloodbath already is the path of history but the feeling injury and interior hurt still stay fresh in their. From the background of the history, we can easily know the reason of why the demonstation easily to build up in a meanwhile. on the other hand, there is a invetigation point out the demonstration build up by the public mean that the awakeness China citizen.

Relationship between Japan and China turn into freeze
On the other hand, the relations between Japan and China have plunged to their lowest point in more than a decade after a weekend of violent anti-Japanese protests in Beijing and other cities.

There are 10,000 protesters surrounded a Japanese-run supermarket in the southern city of Shenzhen and shouted "Boycott Japanese goods" and some threw plastic bottles of water at the store.Tokyo has demanded an apology compensation and a promise that it would not happen again in this cases . But, there are similar protests have broken out in several other Chinese cities in the past two weeks

Tokyo's approval of a new history textbook which whitewashes Japan's wartime atrocities, including the forced recruitment of thousands of sex slaves, and biological weapons experiments on civilians.in the addition, scarbble of the Senkaku/Daiyou islands in the East China Sea due to the relationship between Japan and China freeze. And, Tokyo recently announced that it would end economic aid to China.

Beijing has moved to block Japan's attempt to become a permanent member of the UN security council, a bid which has been opposed by more than 20 million people in an online petition.

Argument fo the distoring history
Some of the scholar also argue that the China goverment are designed to start up the conflict with the Japanese. China Accuses Japan of Distorting History, but in the same time the China also distoring history. why do i say that? the isusse that the China Also missing:

* The 1989 crackdown on democracy demonstrations, when Chinese troops killed hundreds and possibly thousands of unarmed protesters
.
* The estimated 30 million Chinese who starved to death during the 1958-61 "Great Leap Forward," revolutionary leader Mao Zedong's attempt to speed up China's farm and factory output through mass collectivization.

Textbooks gloss over ally North Korea's invasion of South Korea at the start of the 1950-53 Korean War, a conflict that drew in troops from the United States and other countries on the side of the South and China's army in support of the North.

The texts say only that "civil war broke out," without mentioning how it started. America is portrayed as an invader that forced Beijing to intervene by threatening Chinese territory.

A seventh-grade text also accuses the U.S. military of using biological weapons during the Korean War, repeating a claim made by China, North Korea and the former Soviet Union during the Cold War but never proven.

While Japan's distortions of its history appear driven by a reluctance to accept shame, China's are aimed at preserving communist rule, said Sin-ming Shaw, a China scholar at Oxford University in England.

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from thecouriermail.com, about the promotion of novel of Harry Potter
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Book store chains are highly competitive, and usually sell sought-after titles such as Harry Potter below the recommended retail price. Dymocks CEO Don Grover said yesterday the tactic was competitive but was also designed to make it easier for customers to exchange a voucher for the book on July 16.

"There is a high demand for Harry Potter six and people will want to get their hands on it," Mr Grover said. "We thought it was important if customers were going to pre-order the book they should know how much they were going to pay."

why to the people would like to pay more for the chains which is only a usual chains but smbolic the Harry Potter. Do the consumer know that who will get the benefit at the last ?
atuclly the capital of the book and the chain are not high but the price to sell the novel is too high. Eventhough the people know this , but they still pay for it

In fact the demand of market decided the price of products
but they still paid for the it